Crave

Hunger
I felt the cravings but knew not what to crave.
My dreams were dreams , blurred by morning light.
Then I was awake

You
came into my life
The hunger I once only craved
Everything fine tuned the dreams no longer haze

Jan 3,2014  written by Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Change Your MInd , Change Your LIfe

I remember a young man, he was blind. 

One summer I watched as he learned to drive

I remember someone , myself in my youth. At times that person makes me sad , 

because of who I  WAS , but now Im me which ain't half bad.

I remember people places ,things. Some the same, some no longer here.

The ones changed for the good make me feel better, understood

It  really is  all in the mind. 
The who ,what ,when , ourselves , why

Change your mind , change your life.

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

The Path

I came upon  a path almost unknown, weedy

and overgrown

A path once worn

 With slow or hastened pace

Into natures sunlit grace

I pondered where the path had lead

Were songs sung there or poems read

Where were the feet which walked
together or alone

A path yes  once walked seemed forgotten
no longer known


Yes I came upon a forgotten path weedy in the woods

I wondered and still do

Will the paths I am making become forgotten
overgrown,

Or will others follow , walking
upon them , never forgotten but  known

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

moments

Moments made make moments a road to the past

We should all watch our speed and make moments
that last

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Beautiful Starts

Each day a gift

Opened by a grateful heart

Gives way to a beautiful start

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

arctic/anartic

She sees the light as it shines

She smiles and happiness envelopes her mind

She is in all that may apply fine


She sees the clouds on the horizon of her thoughts

She smiles

hiding her inner fight

Shell be alright



She struggles to see but the dark is immense

Sadness is her feel , to some it makes no sense


Soon the light will again shine

For a time , she will indeed be fine


Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

What A Great Place To Be

Have you stopped to look around
 at all the wonders
that abound

The trees that give us shade and  air to breath

Clouds, oceans,rivers,streams where water is given
for us to drink

The soil rich provides food for us to eat

The planet a home
for us to live
what a great place to be

Were All Together Happening

Were all together happening

Were all together here

We all are born, bleed and feed

We all laugh and cry

We all watch time go by
some growing older while
others die

I believe the life we live
should be a joy
Whether Girl or Boy

Adventures should not be missed

Cheeks should be kissed

I believe we all need love

and

that there is a God above

who loves each and every one of
us

No matter what color our skin or
who we love

Closed Mind

What if all you believed in turned out to be a untrue?

What if everything green , you found out was blue?

What if your tomorrows were only a dream? What if reality was a fish filled sea?

What if you really weren't you , but you were me?

What if everything was more and less than three?

If you set your mind and it was always made up, then how would you,
could you, ever get it messed up?

Uncomfortable, stiff a hard place to be, a mind that is closed is a tight place indeed.

So what if everything you believed was the truth, turned out to be a lie, would you
climb out of your box telling it goodbye?

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2013

Not That Bad

We all stand on the edge

some sort of edge

looking into something we

are scared of falling into


We all peer up

at some height

that we wish to scale

only not knowing

where to start


We all walk

roads with holes

dusty roads , with pot holes

skinning our knees

looking into the distance

knowing , hoping theres not much more

to go

Not everyone gets back up

Not everyone plunges and feels that
the water was really not that cold

Not everyone gives themselves the chance to

Know

that the mountains were not that high

that the road…..really wasn't that long

Life really wasn't that bad

Broken Heart

Subject: Mending my heart
Category: Writing and poetry
3/31/2009
Mood: None

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Just wanting the need
Just feeling the want
Just needing the feeling
Just mending my heart

By me cynthia Luvbabyluv

Well today I recieved the Dear Jane letter and I feel so bad about myself , about stuff , about it all. I am sure it is for the best , I want to feel , I mean feel whole and loved and a live , and truly truly wanted. I just feel used right now. Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2009

I hope someone reads these poems from my past and sees that feelings that are real and over whelming when they are not good and full of happiness will pass. Life is always changing. Never lose hope because Hope is always an option. I am Loved and for every bump , boo boo, jiggle and imperfection along with my good stuff. Life changed and so did those feelings (2013) Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Touch and Feel

the world in lines , space and time
we unaware

is it all in the mind
these lives we lead
typing things

no real embrace
no goosebump skin
only
the world in lines , space and time
we unaware

of what really goes on
for they are there
and we are here

Real

the feelings burn
the imagination turns
round and round

of what if and how
No eyes meet ours
and darkness falls
all alone

the world in lines, space and time
we unaware

Real

Will we ever really feel

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2009

Today we have turned ourselves into nolonger meeting at coffee houses or cafes but to the internet where we meet and greet, date, yes date only in cyber space
web cams and conference calls , just big giant walls to keep us from what is real
But the human connection is still strong, do we have it all wrong. 2009 Cynthia

Teenage State of Mind

Teenage State of Mind...yes hormones and love hangovers. 

Pimples and panic attacks. Forever a reality with old age just a dream. 

Loud music , drama queens. 

Big deals , "Are you for real" s, 

Everythings so important ,so much to do….teenagerism 

Yes it once happened to me it could be happening to you 

2013 Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

I wrote this because I have a teenage daughter who has just experienced her first relationship , she really thought of forever with this boy and I just hoped she would make it through.They broke up this week and I was worried about her and him. They are both young and have a whole life hopefully of experiences good and bad. It seems when we're teenagers everything is so much more .

Waves

Waves crash , water rushes forward 
then quickly recedes

White sand dulls to grey when wet

Sandpipers scatter
then pierce the shore with
their straw like beaks
microscopic organisms their 
daily feast
Timed precision and quick feet
they scurry along missing the next rush of foam from the sea

Castles made of sand walls ,breached
sink and colapse

Skys slowly turn from orange to pink 

Gulls find refuge along with their other cousins with beaks 
while warm winds blow and crashing waves sing 
them to sleep. (2009)

By me , Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Sleeping

Sleeping , I watch you breathing
The moonlite shines upon your face
You are so beautiful to me
You don't know how much I take
like the owl and the pussy cat 
a drift in an endless sea
one always wishing the other could fly
the other never really getting that high
Sleeping , I watch you breathing 
Moonlight on your face
I lean down and kiss your lips , kiss your face
You roll back and pull me down , arms wrap around me
Pulling me close , you rest your head
Your lips against my neck
Awake , I listen to you breath 
Holding your arms tight , I am thankful 
Sleeping I hear you breath , and a smile fills my face , as I too
drift off to sleep. (2009)


By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv


I am really one who loves the human experience. Nothing intrigues me more than the quest for love. Everyone wants someone that is theirs ,  someone that makes them better , that gives them light.  Adam once watched as the animals he helped name werent alone , in that they had mates, he searched and prayed and then bone of his bones was made. So do not be mislead all you searching souls , love is waitng out there even for you.(2009)  Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Makes Me Tingle

Nothing inspires me more than red tail hawks flying over head
The smell of fresh brewed coffee
The coziness of my bed

Nothing makes me tingle more than a good deed
Hugs from happy people
Giving to those in need

Nothing makes me feel love more than
being thought of during the day
words of encouragement ,
when my hope seems to have run out
being there for them or them for me
no matter what or who its about

By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

I called this one Ultra Violet because no one knows what gets another person , you cant just look at someone and say hey I get them unless you know them , or strive to find out and this is part of who I am , Do you get me now.:} Cynthia

Chair Sinks

The sand sticks between my toes 
My hair wind blowing it all around
tickles my nose
The sun shines on my shoulders, they are pink
My beach chair sitting in wet sand 
starts to sink (2009)
By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Two Hands Intwined

Two hands , intwined

Five fingers , holding mine

Seagulls flying and calling from up in the sky

Jellyfish washed ashore by high tide

Four foot prints follow behind in a row

Water fills them and they wash away

As we enjoy this time , our day

(2009) Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

I am ready for the summer , not actually the heat , but the beach , the strolls , volley ball , yes even tourists.  This sleepy little town is about to awake. Hope you all are having a wonderful night (2009). Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Sugar Coated Friend

Its crazy , you know , just crazy
How you take my breath away
How you  have taken  me by surprise
How come your so captivating
If I only knew
My thoughts only of you 
How you have  taken  me by surprise
Sweet dream of mine
Dreams are sweet ofcourse
But what about  when the 
sun kisses me awake
Will this dream end , 
My sweet crazy sugar coated friend (2009) 

 
By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

I think we all want to be loved. Really loved , not just liked for how we look , or what we have , but for us , and this is a dream until it isn't . I really hope everyone awakes from their dreams to even sweeter realities. Until then I will be dreaming with you.  (2009) Cynthia LuvbabyLuv
 

Soon All Will Be Clear

Love is that you whispering in my ear
You know just what to say :
Again 
Do I really want to hear that melody in my mind

Love is that you , pounding in my heart
that race in my vein
Do I really want to feel
that tingle down my spine


Love is that you , I can't keep my thoughts straight
always turning back to you 
Do I really want to breath 
this hard
when I think these thoughts
Their always a beautiful dream at the start

Or loneliness is that you , whispering in my ear 
loves mimic , yes so close to it 
I fear 
that not love but desire for it , a mimic
and soon all will be clear (2009) Revised (2013)


By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv
 
Love isnt something we can buy or find and put in our pocket , it isn't immediate although we want it to be . I wish you could bottle up the first time feelings we all have when we meet someone who intrances us. I mean it feels like everything is so fresh and new and that life never felt so grand. Remember , love isn't something you automatcally have , it is what is born out of  a true relationship. Don't sell yourself short for the feelings of first contact , but save and invest to see if the investment is worth the risk of giving birth to love. True love once found , well it is what we all want isn't it.  (2009) Cynthia LuvbabyLuv