Broken Heart

Subject: Mending my heart
Category: Writing and poetry
3/31/2009
Mood: None

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Just wanting the need
Just feeling the want
Just needing the feeling
Just mending my heart

By me cynthia Luvbabyluv

Well today I recieved the Dear Jane letter and I feel so bad about myself , about stuff , about it all. I am sure it is for the best , I want to feel , I mean feel whole and loved and a live , and truly truly wanted. I just feel used right now. Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2009

I hope someone reads these poems from my past and sees that feelings that are real and over whelming when they are not good and full of happiness will pass. Life is always changing. Never lose hope because Hope is always an option. I am Loved and for every bump , boo boo, jiggle and imperfection along with my good stuff. Life changed and so did those feelings (2013) Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Touch and Feel

the world in lines , space and time
we unaware

is it all in the mind
these lives we lead
typing things

no real embrace
no goosebump skin
only
the world in lines , space and time
we unaware

of what really goes on
for they are there
and we are here

Real

the feelings burn
the imagination turns
round and round

of what if and how
No eyes meet ours
and darkness falls
all alone

the world in lines, space and time
we unaware

Real

Will we ever really feel

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2009

Today we have turned ourselves into nolonger meeting at coffee houses or cafes but to the internet where we meet and greet, date, yes date only in cyber space
web cams and conference calls , just big giant walls to keep us from what is real
But the human connection is still strong, do we have it all wrong. 2009 Cynthia

Teenage State of Mind

Teenage State of Mind...yes hormones and love hangovers. 

Pimples and panic attacks. Forever a reality with old age just a dream. 

Loud music , drama queens. 

Big deals , "Are you for real" s, 

Everythings so important ,so much to do….teenagerism 

Yes it once happened to me it could be happening to you 

2013 Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

I wrote this because I have a teenage daughter who has just experienced her first relationship , she really thought of forever with this boy and I just hoped she would make it through.They broke up this week and I was worried about her and him. They are both young and have a whole life hopefully of experiences good and bad. It seems when we're teenagers everything is so much more .

Waves

Waves crash , water rushes forward 
then quickly recedes

White sand dulls to grey when wet

Sandpipers scatter
then pierce the shore with
their straw like beaks
microscopic organisms their 
daily feast
Timed precision and quick feet
they scurry along missing the next rush of foam from the sea

Castles made of sand walls ,breached
sink and colapse

Skys slowly turn from orange to pink 

Gulls find refuge along with their other cousins with beaks 
while warm winds blow and crashing waves sing 
them to sleep. (2009)

By me , Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Sleeping

Sleeping , I watch you breathing
The moonlite shines upon your face
You are so beautiful to me
You don't know how much I take
like the owl and the pussy cat 
a drift in an endless sea
one always wishing the other could fly
the other never really getting that high
Sleeping , I watch you breathing 
Moonlight on your face
I lean down and kiss your lips , kiss your face
You roll back and pull me down , arms wrap around me
Pulling me close , you rest your head
Your lips against my neck
Awake , I listen to you breath 
Holding your arms tight , I am thankful 
Sleeping I hear you breath , and a smile fills my face , as I too
drift off to sleep. (2009)


By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv


I am really one who loves the human experience. Nothing intrigues me more than the quest for love. Everyone wants someone that is theirs ,  someone that makes them better , that gives them light.  Adam once watched as the animals he helped name werent alone , in that they had mates, he searched and prayed and then bone of his bones was made. So do not be mislead all you searching souls , love is waitng out there even for you.(2009)  Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Makes Me Tingle

Nothing inspires me more than red tail hawks flying over head
The smell of fresh brewed coffee
The coziness of my bed

Nothing makes me tingle more than a good deed
Hugs from happy people
Giving to those in need

Nothing makes me feel love more than
being thought of during the day
words of encouragement ,
when my hope seems to have run out
being there for them or them for me
no matter what or who its about

By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

I called this one Ultra Violet because no one knows what gets another person , you cant just look at someone and say hey I get them unless you know them , or strive to find out and this is part of who I am , Do you get me now.:} Cynthia

Chair Sinks

The sand sticks between my toes 
My hair wind blowing it all around
tickles my nose
The sun shines on my shoulders, they are pink
My beach chair sitting in wet sand 
starts to sink (2009)
By Me Cynthia LuvbabyLuv