Closed Mind

What if all you believed in turned out to be a untrue?

What if everything green , you found out was blue?

What if your tomorrows were only a dream? What if reality was a fish filled sea?

What if you really weren't you , but you were me?

What if everything was more and less than three?

If you set your mind and it was always made up, then how would you,
could you, ever get it messed up?

Uncomfortable, stiff a hard place to be, a mind that is closed is a tight place indeed.

So what if everything you believed was the truth, turned out to be a lie, would you
climb out of your box telling it goodbye?

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2013

Not That Bad

We all stand on the edge

some sort of edge

looking into something we

are scared of falling into


We all peer up

at some height

that we wish to scale

only not knowing

where to start


We all walk

roads with holes

dusty roads , with pot holes

skinning our knees

looking into the distance

knowing , hoping theres not much more

to go

Not everyone gets back up

Not everyone plunges and feels that
the water was really not that cold

Not everyone gives themselves the chance to

Know

that the mountains were not that high

that the road…..really wasn't that long

Life really wasn't that bad

Broken Heart

Subject: Mending my heart
Category: Writing and poetry
3/31/2009
Mood: None

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Just wanting the need
Just feeling the want
Just needing the feeling
Just mending my heart

By me cynthia Luvbabyluv

Well today I recieved the Dear Jane letter and I feel so bad about myself , about stuff , about it all. I am sure it is for the best , I want to feel , I mean feel whole and loved and a live , and truly truly wanted. I just feel used right now. Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2009

I hope someone reads these poems from my past and sees that feelings that are real and over whelming when they are not good and full of happiness will pass. Life is always changing. Never lose hope because Hope is always an option. I am Loved and for every bump , boo boo, jiggle and imperfection along with my good stuff. Life changed and so did those feelings (2013) Cynthia LuvbabyLuv

Touch and Feel

the world in lines , space and time
we unaware

is it all in the mind
these lives we lead
typing things

no real embrace
no goosebump skin
only
the world in lines , space and time
we unaware

of what really goes on
for they are there
and we are here

Real

the feelings burn
the imagination turns
round and round

of what if and how
No eyes meet ours
and darkness falls
all alone

the world in lines, space and time
we unaware

Real

Will we ever really feel

Cynthia LuvbabyLuv 2009

Today we have turned ourselves into nolonger meeting at coffee houses or cafes but to the internet where we meet and greet, date, yes date only in cyber space
web cams and conference calls , just big giant walls to keep us from what is real
But the human connection is still strong, do we have it all wrong. 2009 Cynthia